Life is mysterious, fascinating, intriguing. Here my words nibble around the edges of it as the mood takes me.
Monday, October 12, 2009
Robbed
Funny how things stick in your mind, isn't it?
This morning I remembered in incident from when I was about five.
A hot summer day
Primary School
Strangely, I can't remember what we girls wore but the boys wore khaki shorts,
shirts and brown sandals.
Our class was playing at the very bottom of the playing fields under the
not-so-watchful eye of a large slab of a girl with a blank face and small eyes.
Her name was Marie, like the biscuits.
Scratching around in the damp sand, I unearthed a crown.
A crown was a five shilling piece, rarish then even - I certainly had never seen such a large and valuable coin.
(To give you a clue, I got exactly half of that amount for a month's pocket money when I was a teenager)
I remember how Marie's eyes fell on me and my find
How she lumbered over to me and demanded it.
Like a square giant she obscured the sun, leaning threateningly over me
With meek hands but a furious heart, I handed it to her.
Today all these years later, she came to my mind.
For me to realise now that Marie's family was probably dirt poor
And needed the money far more than I did
After all these years, feeling a little foolish, I could say out loud: "I forgive you, Marie"
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6 comments:
i could picture the scene.
forgivness, when given, is so refreshing. like a weight off the shoulders.
wow you wrote that well!
It would be interesting to know what arrow reminded you of this incident. Or was it just the Lord prompting you to forgive and be free?
Sjoe, makes me want to kick sand in her eye; I almost see it happening.
Wow, very evocative post Ma, please share what brought it to mind if you can pinpoint it.
@ Merial - yes, the scene came back to me very vividly. For the forgiveness thing, see comment below, ok. . .
@ Kate - Sanks mon: blushing, she takes a bow.
@ at Mel and Lynette - I have absolutely no idea what brought the incident to mind.
It wasn't that I harboured a deep seated rage or unforgiveness which was suddenly released or anything like that.
No, it was more like I could suddenly see how it might have been for her.
I am so glad you saw how it was for her, cos she really did need it more than you.
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