There is mayhem in the Middle East, misery in New Zealand and much of this world is in a mess.
I AM concerned about it
But its all too big for me; too global.
It overpowers me with the sense of 'What can I possibly do about that?!"
So I retreat into smaller issues
I really really really want to write about the stuff that's going on in my life.
The real stuff.
To process *on paper* so to speak, my heart issues.
But I can't do it here.
I'd love to but
The people in my life are too known to many of you
Besides some of them read mine
And much of my journey is laced together with theirs.
Not wanting to freak them out (or shatter their illusions about me!) -
I realise I need to set up another, anonymous blog.
Going where no one knows my name, so to speak.
(This will test whether I write for me, or whether I've been fooling myself and am really writing for you)
The difficulties of trying to set up another blog which will not be listed with Allie Chilling is frying my brain.